Whenever my friends and I end our rants about the stupidity that the guys in our lives display, I always think to myself "He's probably not even thinking about you..." In other words why make a big deal over something when the boy is off doing his own thing not even worried about me and mines?! some would say its because we are the weaker sex and what not while the guys are socialized to handle things on their on time. This all may be well and true well minus women being the weaker sex but I digress....sometimes I like to think that guys actually do care and their stupidity was a misunderstanding. But countless girl talks have shown that guys are gonna do stupid and inconsiderate things but we (I) have got to do better in how we respond. Mind you the guys that I'm speaking of are not boyfriends, they are simply guys who have somehow made the roster. One of my besties said it best "Excited girls do silly things" I must admit I have been the excited girl and those silly things have left me dazed, confused, and a little jaded. And where are the guys?! (Somewhere not thinking about me or maybe they are thinking about me, just too scared to admit it...wait?!) I think I just made an excuse. *sigh* this is how it begins. Well this this irrational emotional roller coaster stops here.
But I must admit ,I am also a strong believer in hope.
I hope one of these days a guy not only steps up to the plate but plays for keeps!! So until then I will no longer be surprised by the tomfoolery that has come my way....different actions should produce different results right?!
I will no longer think of you, only remembering the memories, hoping for something new :)
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