My Thighs Rub Together

I looked in the mirror today and I was not pleased.

I'm fat. (No this isn't one of those where the friend interjects with "Girl no you are not. You're beautiful")

This is not a test. This is real.

My jeans are too tight

By thighs jiggle more than usual.

There is a ring of fat forming around my waist that I affectionately refer to as my muffin top.

Yes I have one and I'm not even wearing pants to create it

It's there

living, breathing, jiggling

reminding me

that I'm getting fat

(sigh)

Thunder Thighs and Stomach Flab strike again. I'm 22 which means I don't have the eat whatever you want metabolism anymore. ((sigh))

I'm facing it. I'm admitting it.

I love food. I'm happy when I'm eating. I enjoy eating (cooking not so much) but stuffing my face delicious goodness is what I'm all about

but that and no exercise don't mix.

I say all of this to say that I must ((I must I must increase my bust....yes Judy Blume!!! "Are you there God?! It's me Margret!" such a good book)) do something about this. I have gone a majority of my life with my thighs rubbing together but this stomach flab is noooooot the business at all.

Right so you're probably wondering when is she going to start, is she actually going to start, weight loss or toning (there is a difference), are we calling this a diet or a lifestyle change.....

questions I have yet to answer myself why because my life is hectic (see above post)

but after finals (let's be realistic: Thanksgiving is next week and then there is finals week aka when your life no longer belongs to you but to the notes you find yourself buried in ) so yes after finals I will be getting into tip top shape. Yes I think a 3 week winter break is when I should start

...hold me to it! thighs rubbing together I can deal with but going up a size i am not emotionally stable for that

((the truth is the light))