each time
my breath escapes me
my heart stops
time slows down
[insert dramatic kissing scene from The Notebook]
....insert melodrama.
Honestly, sometimes this whole having a crush or liking someone is so full of theatrics I don't know where to turn; like a maze I can't get out of [not that I'm actually doing anything to get out of it....] but i digress......
The ups and downs that emerge when the opposite sex collide is straight out of a Lifetime movie. (Well minus the low budget, straight to DVD feel. Lol) Liking someone is full of incoherent text messages to friends, butterflies, and wall slides. All of which I've experienced time and time again.
Each time I ask myself, "Why am I putting myself through this....Why am I hoping for hope?"
And to that I remind myself how silently excited I get when someone mentions your name, how your mere presence makes my heart flutter, and how differently my name sounds coming from your lips. [if this isn't that sappy nonsense that warrants an eye-roll, I don't know what is! But sometimes it be's like that.....]
....it's the simple things in life that keep me coming back for more.
.....*takes a bow* end scene
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