it was shiny
corners perfectly tucked
Absolutely fascinated with the thoughts of what [you] might be like
you were everything
I had imagined you to be
but time and reality worked against me
as quickly as I allowed you to cloud my every thought
you were gone
leaving nothing
no evidence
that you once held
my heart
hostage
they say admitting you have a problem
is the first step towards recovery
so I will say this
It wasn't all in my head
but I was in it by myself
no longer mad at she
[my heart]
I can look at you and
my heart smiles
because you were everything I wanted you to be
in those quite moments
because you promised me nothing
because in the end you allowed me to meet another part of me
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed rightalthough
frustrated no more
I have tucked she away for now
not yet ready to take another risk
they're memories made,who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
WOW!!! If thats how you feeling.....man? I got you on a date at the bar, movies, museum, whatever lol. But in reading this I realize one thing that we as male and female have in common. Alterations of our life from relationships. We all either grow cold, put up walls, attempt to be ice cold players, etc. BECAUSE NONE OF US KNOW HOW TO HONESTLY DEAL WITH A BROKEN HEART!!! A lot of us walking around with stain glass hearts for real. But good work Sunset.
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