The Thirst

I went to my friends graduation party on Sunday! In between the laughs and great food, I was irritated. Let me back up: I have a friend who is always so eager to be in the mix. She always has to be somewhere. GIRL HAVE A SEAT. I think she feels that if she's not somewhere she's missing out. <<<< THE THIRST is REAL.  Her eagerness/thirstness is overwhelmingly annoying and during the party is was at an all time high. Thirstbucket  
I had to drop a friend off at her car. The friend and I were leaving the party momentarily. She overheard and said, "I want to go"
Me: Girl we're just dropping her off at her car. REST. (then I made some sound that indicated that I was annoyed. Lol)
As I turned around she rolled her eyes at me and tried to play it off when I was looking at her with a raised "you're not slick" eyebrow. Now after getting in the car, I realized my reaction to her was unwarranted and rude. It was clear her feelings were hurt. I usually don't apologize. I've never felt a need to. But in this moment I felt it was necessary. growth  So I pulled her aside and apologized. She of course acted like she had no idea what I was talking about. -____- Really chick???! We're gonna play that game?! I was annoyed all over again! Lol

I've been trying to understand why it's been a struggle to really like this girl. She has no sense of self. She's very much a follower and her reactions are dictated by what others say. BE YOU. It infuriates me when I see women who don't have their own voice. I'm not quite sure how to not be soo annoyed with her. She's not a bad person but her lack of self and her thirst are just too much for me at times. *sigh*

I'm going to make an attempt to not be so annoyed with her. Wish her luck. :-)