Well It's Time to Make a Master Plan

With each passing quarter there are times that I feel this so called hard work is for naught. *sigh* Finding the motivation and gumption has been harder and harder with the addition of Ochem. As I packed up my book bag before the final, I felt I was readying for war. The pressure that each quiz,midterm and final hold is ridiculous. It wears you out, leaving you thirsty for something other than note filled binders and dried up highlighters. So as I stand in this state of flux between unknown and comfortable , I am starting from square one. I remember arriving as a freshman, so eager, so green, and bright eyed. That girl was ready to work. That girl knew what was at stake and made no compromises. That girl wanted nothing more than to live up to a name that her mother bestowed upon her. I've been told that college would be the best time of my life! I don't know how I feel about that! I mean don't get me wrong the last four years have been an adventure to say the least. But I have to believe that these four plus years in undergrad are just stepping stones to something bigger and better than I can possibly imagine!! From this moment, I will remember what has brought me to this moment of clarity and where I would like to end up.( The juxtaposition is what I live for)

Just know it ain't over, until God says its over. It ain't over, until God says it's done