It's 10:24 pm and I've realized that
- I've only eaten twice today; both times were in between classes and volunteering.
- I've been up since 6:30 a.m.
- I'm no where near being done with my projects
- I've crossed nothing off my to do list
- and last but not least..I'm exhausted.
Yes, I'm admitting to myself that I am tired. I'm in the thick of my first quarter as a fifth year senior. Who knew my time would no longer belong to me? Who knew that every waking minute would be devoted to accomplishing my goals? The few moments I am able to steal for myself, I think about my friends who are beginning new chapters in their life! Two of my best friends are starting grad school in a few weeks. Other friends are finding jobs and moving to new cities. What am I doing?! Still studying; still worried about gpa's and test scores. I realize that I may sound angry borderline jealous but believe me I am not. I wholeheartedly believe that my time will come. Some day soon my friends will be the ones celebrating my accomplishments and trying to figure out how we will stay in touch.
Until then you can find me tucked away in a library with my good friends, Organic and Chemistry.....
Great post! Honored to be counted among friends, and I look forward to reading your blog S*. What God has for you is for you and I know he has great things in store for both our futures, even more than we can imagine. Enjoy your time. Some of us are borderline jealous you're still at one of the best schools and we're in the sticks of Indy, lol. Much love :)
ReplyDeleteThank for your support!! :-) I know that I'm on this journey for a reason and I'm enjoying the ride. I don't want to rush it but the day I'm holding those degrees will be so sweet!
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