Showing posts with label graduation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label graduation. Show all posts

Friday, July 20, 2012

Suburbia.

In less than 12 days I will be leaving a life that I created in 2006.
Going back to suburbia. A place where things never really change much. 
It's comforting in a sense. It's crazy. Six years have come and gone. With each passing academic year, it seemed as though time was inching by every so slowly. Now as I sift through memories, old assignments, and photos, I realize how time really does fly. Chile......I can remember vividly sitting in the car and telling my mother goodbye my freshman year. The entire move I was full of excitement. But when it was time for her to leave, I lost it. TEAR FEST. Here I am, six years later, taking it all in. I've thrown much of my material memories (assignments, books, papers, binders) away. There are people that I hope to see in the coming week. Then there are those whose memories shall suffice. Now isn't the time to revel in past friendships and courtesies. I simply want to have a grand old time ;-) Last night was fun. Ate some sushi (a California roll with cream cheese!Yall know iont really mess with sushi sushi) and went to GasWerks. People watching. I was wildly amused. I have fully accepted my membership into the Unfriendly Black Hotties Association.
Going back to suburbia. A place where things never really change much
One of my best friends from high school is still there. She is in grad school and living at home with her papa! Although, college has separated us, over the past few years. Gabriella is still my boo thang. We don't talk often but when we do it's as though no time has passed. I love it. Can't wait to see Peter either!! He is another person where time stands still. He left the greatest voicemail in reference to a classmate being engaged. It was all types of rude and wonderful at the same d*mn time. Told Remes I was coming back too! She is excited. She's like the little sister I never wanted. I kid, I kid. ((She doesn't read my blog, so it's cool))
Since I'm still playing the waiting game with pharmacy school, this year at home would be interesting. It would be the first time since high school that I wouldn't have my own space. Needless to say, I'm relishing my time in my apartment. I'm excited to be up under my mommie again even though she informed me that she has a list of things around the house that she would like me to look into. Girl what? The first few days back, I plan on sleeping. I will also be able to play with my llittle kitten, Monnie! He is in fact not a kitten. He is in fact a full grown cat. Is this how it feels as a parent: never wanting to acknowledge that your child is an adult? I just equated my cat to a child and myself as I parent. I'm just gonna leave that there.
Going back to suburbia. A place where things never really change much
I'm really going to miss my job. It has been an experience working there. These last few days have been absolutely ridiculously busy((perhaps they know I'm leaving!) I wouldve worked there for two years come September!! Wowzers!  My co-workers. We are a dysfunctional group...but it works. I'm definitely going to miss them. Who else are they going to blame when the counting tray has been haphazardly placed on a back shelf? Who else are they going to question upon leaving if they left anything? Who else is going to accidentally leave their keys, phone, phone charger (these happened at different times) in the pharmacy?  Who else are they going to discuss the pros and cons of being a baseball wife with? As you can see I was definitely an asset to the team. Most of all, I'm going to miss my customers. Wish I could tell yall their names. Look at me respecting the HIPAA laws. I'm a Future Pharmacist of America. What did you expect? There are some characters that come to that pharmacy. There's nothing like getting cussed out on your first day? But it's those customers that I know by name and the customers that let me have a glimpse at their personal lives, that make that job great. It is also what makes me want to continue my education!!

I say all of that to say, I'm going to miss this place. Columbus. The Ohio State University. My friends. I am excited to return to suburbia. Perhaps this will coincide with me finding out what this year has in store ;-)

Saturday, June 9, 2012

the night before.

I can't believe it.
I
am
done.
Jesus.
Emotions are high
My bestie sent me a card and cried when I read her note.I'm sure I will cry happy tears tomorrow.Six years of my life have been dedicated to this moment and now it's finally here. Somebody pinch me. I'm graduating. Tomorrow, I will have two degrees in my hand and I will finally feel like I've accomplished something!
Over the past two years, I have watched all of my friends reach this day and beyond. I must admit that I was envious. There lives were starting anew. New beginnings at other colleges and cities. Here I was still studying for exams and counting down the days. But things happen in due time.....I am realizing that more than ever.
During those last two years, I learned a lot about myself and the kind of woman I wanted to be. It has definitely been a whirlwind. We're told that college is the best time of our lives. I beg to differ. Don't get me wrong, college is amazing. But it can also be life-changing and defeating at times. I feel as though we should change the rhetoric. College is just the beginning.
I'm not really sure where I'll be come August/September........
(("in due time" i keep repeating this to myself))
I am proud of myself and the journey that I took to get to this moment.



Saturday, June 2, 2012

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Have Peace and Give Thanks








Today is Thanksgiving.
In 4th grade, it was a simple holiday about turkeys made out of construction paper, friendly pilgrims, and welcoming Native Americans.
At 23, it's about delicious food and acknowledging the pillaging and ignorance of our forefathers.
Isn't Amurica great?!

I could say that I am thankful for this life and what a blessing it is to be alive in these times....but that goes without saying. God knows my heart :-)

Instead, I'll say this......Sometimes I get so wrapped up in what went wrong, what I don't have, what I want, and other ridiculousness that I forget to breathe. Forget to take a moment and just be still. I'm a worrier. But when worrying got me nowhere, I began to lean heavily on my faith. Leaving everything in Jesus's hand. I can't move mountains. But I can wake up everyday and try again. So on this day, I am simply thankful for peace.

The quarter is almost over and I have a million and one things to complete. Let's pray that time, energy, and focus are on my side because baybeee..........this list of things to accomplish seems to never end. However, my personal statement is DONE. YES. Dunzo. Which means my pharmacy school application is one recommendation and PCAT score from being complete. Listen...Jesus shows up and shows out, don't he?!?! January 10th and June 10th, 2012 have been boldly circled and highlighted on every calendar I own, PCAT and graduation, respectively.






........let's ride this thang on out. 


*courtesy of http://rewritingherstory.com/2011/10/monday-motivation-keep-the-peace/ *

Monday, September 26, 2011

Oh You Know...

Just wanted to check in and what not! Also wanted to share some of my quarterly goals. Once it's in writing, there's no denying it. Accountability at its best. ;-)

730am classes were created by the Devil himself. I'm sure of it.
I have decided to join the Spanish Conversation Club. Why didn't I join this sooner I will never know!! I'm also reading two to three articles that are written in entirely in Espanol everyday.
Since a few of my pharmacy classes are online (shimmies and shakes a la B.Scott), I will be back in the GYM. First time since I fractured my foot. Chile.....I had to buy a black dress for this event >>> The Women's Book Launch Party and I had to go up a size. *real tears* I will admit it was mostly because of my broad shoulders but still. I almost had a nervous breakdown in Targets.
Grey's Anatomy is BACK. My world is complete. I don't have cable but I do get ABC. All of my shows come on ABC....Modern Family, Happy Endings, and Pan Am!! *Looks at God*
PCAT studying starts again. I have another opportunity. Let's be great.
My new flat iron is pink. I love she.
People who speak entirely too loud for the sake of people overhearing their nonsense make my blood boil. This girl in my class was going on and on about how she left her blow dryer and favorite pair of jeans at her mothers house. MA'AM.....O_o .....the only person that cares is the girl sitting next to you. Why must you scream????
No guys in sight or on my mind. They have been replaced with homework and the like. Out of sight, out of mind is how I play it until
::unicorns::



Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Are We There Yet??

Another friend has graduated and left Columbus. Another friend plans on moving to NYC in November.
A majority of my friends that I speak to on a daily basis are making plans to leave....*wall slide*
I should invest in a webcam.  #skype Yall know America's #1 Grocery Store doesn't pay me enough. Lol
Such is life.....
As much as I wanna celebrate their successes....I have to keep my eye on the prize.
Sometimes I get discouraged because there is so much to do in regards to the application process. 
Recommendations and Personal Statements and Volunteer Hours
You ever want to achieve something so bad you can taste it?
Yes.That's where I am. 
I don't want to rush this last year. 
Super Senior.
But I would love to have that acceptance letter in my hand.
Life is happening.
I'm just gonna get on board
and
ride this thang on out.
Bachelor of Arts in Spanish (Latin American Literatures and Cultures)
Bachelor of Science in Pharmaceutical Sciences
Class of 2012
::Speak Life::

Monday, May 23, 2011

A Week in Review

Heeeeeey ;-) my MedChem exam was today and with a calm spirit I can say that I beasted it!! I couldn't tell if it was a hard exam that I prepared well for or just a manageable exam that I thought would be harder....does it matter?! It's oooover! <<< This was written before I knew my grade!!.....Soo apparently I actually did beast that exam ;-)
Expect a slew of posts in the comings days but here are few things I wanted to share first:
  • Sometimes ignorance actually is bliss. There is such a thing as too much information, too fast because now I'm forced to change my preconceived notions quicker than I wanted to. *folds arms* In all seriousness I like getting to know people but "Sometimes, too much information too soon can f*ck sh*t up"
  • Black men.Cargo shorts. Fitted V neck. Sperrys (or any other shoe) <<< *faints*
  • A freshman pre-pharmacy student came to shadow at my pharmacy on Saturday. Needless to say, I'm stepping my game up.  Ambition meets Action.
  • I've been that excited girl who does silly things. (the thirst is real and I will not be apart of it) He's all of these wonderful things (great resume and soft on the eyes) and I'm only mildly impressed. Just because we look good together (yeah I said it) doesn't mean we should be together. He's the homie....and for now that's where I want him to stay
  • I had a fun day with friends (NO STUDYING) I think I deserved a little break. I'm old in the game. ((A fresh 23.Lol)) Talked with a lot of underclassmen today. The transformation is amazing. I've come so far. What was important during my freshman year would be cake to the things I deal with now. I love life but I would do it all again. 
  • That awkward moment when you pay the potential boo thang (used loosely) more attention and go out of your way and they send one word responses in texts messages. -____- I almost responded to the text. But then I quickly got myself together. I'm a G and I do G things. Responding to ridiculousness is not one of them. 

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Somewhere in the Middle

I find myself reading this quote all the time lately:
"Oh, these roaring twenties. I have some wonderful and beautiful newness in a few places in my life, so I promise you that complaining is not all that I have to do. I just got the blues today. Holler if you hear me."
Sometimes this life is heavy on my shoulders! There are times I just wanna scream and then fall into a pool of my own tears. Life is hard. But then my mom calls me and reminds me what an amazing woman I am. Then everything becomes a little bit more manageable. Sometimes you have to be reminded that you are capable of the greatest things.
Can we talk about the newness?! It's so new I've offered one of my friends only the minimum details. Why?! Well when you tell people things, they ask you follow up questions during future conversations. They hold you accountable to these details because they want to know more. Right now, I'm not ready for all of that. I'm sitting on the edge of the proverbial pool, feet in the water, testing the temperature. Not quite ready to dive in yet. But the water feels nice so far. 
My friends are making moves.  One is moving to Miami. The others are graduating and going to their respective graduate schools. I am so happy for them ;-) There are moments when I want my last few quarters to go by quickly. The days seem to be dragging. As they talk about all the new decisions that must be made, that quickly changes. It's funny how time works. You spend your adolescent years wanting to get to college. You get to college and would give anything to go back to the days when the hardest,life altering decision was picking out a Homecoming dress.
Operation Look Better Naked has been derailed once again. When exams are near, I turn my time upside down only to accommodate studying. Eat.Study.Sleep. Everything else like laundry, working out, and my other classes get knocked off the list. I really need to stop doing that!

My life is wonderfully blessed, except for the fact that my thighs still rub together. ;-)


Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Update!

Someone asked me when I was going to graduate. For the first time in a long time, I wasn't annoyed. My response wasn't a blankstare. I actually took the time and told them my plans.
And let me tell you, it felt good. :) I'm going somewhere. I always was. But when you put your plan on paper or on a vision board, things begin to take shape. I'm ready for the next chapter. Not really in a rush. (Okay maybe in a little bit of a rush. Lol) But I'm going to enjoy the quarters that I have left and most importantly finish strong!
But can we talk about how it is taking me so long to write one page responses for my comparative studies class....is it because I don't care?
Is it because it's not a pharmacy class??
I can't call it but I need to get it together.
Apparently I have an annotated bibliography due in two weeks for a research project I have yet to research. O_o

It's gonna come together. It always does.